Sunday, January 28, 2007

Today will be a day for me to treasure the most. Finally after 2 yrs, i get to meet Mrs Lim. Pretty as ever.. slim as ever. Except that she's a mother now. we didnt talk much thou, cos she has to rush home as her baby's grumbling.. So next, the rest of us went to have lunch.. but little did we realise that we'll all end up in Billy Bomper's.. with the big group of us, what do u expect?? Basically, u wont except anything but Noise!! With dance and drama combined, everything was like heaven. Haa!! had lots of fun in there and all kinds of craps came out.. Hmmm, words cant express how i feel but i really do treasure this day, maybe because after our examinations and all we never really had a chance to get together to talk.. and that is why they all make today really special.. but i left early with jason.. so yeah.. what happen next?? i dont know.. Guess thats all i have about today.. i wont be back till the nxt weekends i think.. i have to work u see.. so everybody.. take care!!!

Saturday, January 27, 2007

haven been really noting down my feelings these few days cause i have to work.. was some kind of exhausted.. well, i guess there are still some feelings i still have to type. Met Gen downstairs my block just now. Some kinda coincidence?? hees. Yupps, i guess so.
Today was really some heart to heart talk with Gen.. We talked about love and life. I guess we both are in the same state.. as in both of us are waiting for the right person and the right true love. What i can say is that.. Yah, true love needs time i guess. Its not that i don believe in love again anymore.. but its more of the hurt that im afraid of. Once bitten, twice shy. So i guess this is how it works.

Once again, confused over feelings again.

I don noe what am i really feeling now. After the long talk with Gen.. some things just flashed through again. Its not that i've not gotten over it, but.. right now.. maybe the memories are still strong bahx. for now, its not only me cos in the picture, someone appeared. Maybe.. im not the one that is really right,i can tell that she has real hard feelings for u.
Don lie to urself anymore.. somethings just cant hide. Go for who u really want. If u'r happy, i guess she will be too.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Recent Pics..


I think my short's missing!!








Inside the toilet!!










This is how the inside of my office looks like..



This is how the outside of my office looks like. Cool rites! HAA!





Sunday, January 21, 2007

new jobby!

I have a new job post.. and i'll be starting work tomorrow. Data entry clerk. So yaeh.. that's wat im going to do or suppose to do. Wondering how the work is gonna be like. Then again, thinking about how lucky i am to be breathing, kicking, running. All i can say is thank god for everything.You must be wondering why am i typing all these. Cause i just read a friend's journal and saw that some one close to her passed on.. Reading it just made me feel how lucky i am.. Just wanna tell people out there.. treasure all out there.. everything is all God's gift.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

outing with Jas!











Hee! went outie with Jas on wed.. was fun, we get to get back the old times like old aunties. First, we went to taka to find jason, saw him working. Haa! wearing all black. Next, we went to Far East and went to find Val & Ching meei.. took some pictures..

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

I woke up early in the morning today.. i mean really really early. 4.30am!! you believe it?? i woke up even earlier then my sis. but.. den again, i went back to sleep unknowingly.. at abouot 10 plus den i woke up. haa! so yeah, will be going out with jasmine today.. so i'll take lotsa of pics den post it up. hopefully by this wkend bahx.. and yah.. maybe we could drop by taka to see jason.. since he's been complaining so MUCH!!
These days have been more peaceful.. at least i could have some peace. Besides the rain and all.. everything is kinda alright.. i actually like the rain when im not going out. Can stay at home and enjoy the really cooling breeze.. and what i hate most is.. the clothes cant dry! Anyway, the sun's shining bright today.. happy sunny day everyone!

Monday, January 15, 2007

nothing to do. so yeah,, upload some pics.







Gram's b-day pic update and cou's pic.

See these shoes?? haa! My new shoes, for new year.








Sunday, January 14, 2007

pictures!!

Me!! in the rain..
its kinda on the wrong flip side.. but yeah.. hahas.. still can see lahx.




Gram's place.. its her birthday!!! o1o1o7..












12am sharp!! on 25 dec, in the chalet.. and if u notice.. i have 2 cakes infront of me. 3 actually.. but cut other one an hour ago..





my birthday!! was out with my cou's and my sis.. they celebrated for me!






Who's there??? Its jason!! im over at his grams place, for his birthday..


















i was actually in the lorry.. haa! and then i took a pic of myself lahx, the cars behind may be looking at me.. but.. who cares!!










Wednesday, January 10, 2007

BLOGGING!!!!!!!!!!

now, im lyk kinda busy.. doing somme research for my sis. She's taking DnT lahx.. Weidr girl.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

haa!! I'm now talking on the phone with jason, yah.. and blogging at the same time.LAter on, i'll be going out with him to taka to shop shop. Well, today's someone birthday.. yeah.. didnt wish him though.. maybe somethings i just cant get over afterall.. but anyway, i'll get back later!!

Sunday, January 07, 2007

I heard this sentence from a chinese song: When a man tear's, he's twice as hurt as when he bleeds. Well, i find this sentence very meaningful though, so girls out there when a guy actually cry's for you... u know how much he's really hurt. But then again, nobody can control feelings.. if its really meant to be... somehow it'll just come back again. This is what i believe in. BE a good person.. cause, right in the end.. i don't think god will ill-treat someone who has a heart of gold. So then, if u really want things to be good, it should be easy.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

generation disputes..

yeah yeah.. im back for updates again! Watching a korean show now.. VCD. Which star do you come from?? haa! yeah.. thats the tittle.. the show's not bad, try watching, im now at disc 9. And again.. whenever im here to update.. there'll always be something going on. Now, i have generation disputes!! Haa! sounds lyk.. Wat The!!??? yea.. generation as in.. aunts & aunts. Yah, aunts who are 30plus years older den me. Well, i don noe how should i put this, maybe should let the adults settle this themselves.. but.. Arggh!! Frustrating! okay, it goes lyk.. 1 aunt is trying to 'phsyco' me & my sis dat my another aunt is rubbish, no- real blood relationship, arrogant... etc etc. Haiz, i just wanna say, Hey!!! We are big enough to judge for ourselves.. and, my another aunt have been taking care of us since we were lyk 1 month!! SO,, just wanna let my aunt noe dat.. SHUT THE FUCK UP K?? u don have the right to say any remarks to them because they don owe u a living!

Thursday, January 04, 2007

life lesson???

Back to updates again.. so yeah.. LIFE still goes on. I suggest u people to take life easy aite?? No matter when u guys grow up or anything, be strong in no matter what u guys do. Life experience has tell me that if get to work up and stressed out with wat u'r doing.. this may in the end land you in physical breakdown. Im not saying this for fun, because right now.. all that i've type.. it's all happening around me. Guess u noe who im talking about ready.. its my Mum! And yah.. i think she has depression and mentally she's not ok..
Enough saying about her.. hmmm.. went back to sch ytd with Gen and Jason, was actually suppose to go sentosa with Chu and the guys.. but.. THEIR ALL GUYS!! haa! its so unsafe to be the only girl there.. and so.. i was in school again. This time was some kinda different from e past few years.. maybe.. we were back in home clothes; and didnt have to study.. thats all.
Haa!! well, anyway.. was actually thinking through somethings ytd.. Love, Friends, Life.. and all. To say, the thing which actually came to me the most in 2006 was Love and friends.. Fell in love, fell out of friends, and realise who my true friends really were. But yeah.. hope 2007 will be another great year ahead.. Hey people!! U guys are great!!