Is this all that u cared about??

Yesterday was hard to get by.
The moment i get home, my mother started shouting at me. You know because of what?? heh. I feel like laughing my head off just thinking about it. Just because i spent $300 of my pay, she screamed at me. See carefully, its $300 of my pay! I just dont get it, i worked to get my money and i don't have the right to spent it?? This is just so ridiculous. I went to get my clothes for School, is it wrong?? I pay for my medical jabs, is it wrong?? I didnt even spend an inch of your money when im out, is it wrong?? There are somethings which i dont understand. Yes, the money is to pay for my school fees, but you wouldn't let me pay myself! I really dont get it.

I wanted to be true to myself, be true to you. I told lies i shouldnt be telling. I did all these because i dont want you to get worried, I know you'll start going crazy again.. I dont want all these things to happen again. I really dont want. All i wanted is just a family. You know what does a real family means??
我真的很辛苦,很辛苦..

What is Sandra doing at home when she's not going out?=)))

Haa! what am i doing most of the time if im at home the whole day?

1. wake up: time btwn 8-930am; then, will use e com till lunch time.
2. 1-2pm: will head down to loyang pri sch which is just downstairs my hse, to fetch my 2 lil' cous.
3. After that, i will start taking miserable pictures of myself !=p
4. Do some housework till about 330pm.
5. Tv time!
6. knock out time: 10-11 pm

See? This is what sandra normally do when she's at home, not going out. Kinda boring rites? well, i'll start sch on the 16 april already, so right now i'll just bear with my boring lifestyle.

My new watch. Now i have a watch ready.

Sandra's miserable pictures time.
♥♥♥♥♥♥

Do we look like real Bro's and Sis? Hmmm, sometimes i think we look like u noe.

small picture of Jason>
Photographer: Sandra ♥


Hit me in the eye.*BoxBox* naninanipoopoo!!~

Pretty Lady~!


Meme'' at Billy Bombers, Photographer: Jason Tan>


`Red nails` see them? These nails are mine. Their handmade, by me!

'A trip to the bird park'

image in the tank.


At home, dressing. Haa!!

with my grandaunt'

nice?? i like the feathers, a very nice pink.

Guess where are we?? (3/19/07)

we're at bedok clinic, x-ray centre.
We had our health checkup. 1st was urine test, next, blood pressure test, followed by blood test,the doc pierce a needle in our arm and drew out 50 ml which is equal to almost the length of your ring finger and last of all, height and weight.. hees. i lost 1 kg. Hope all the check up's will be alright and we're off to Np for our nursing!!

lil' thoughts:
一個從來沒有犯錯的人往往也是不可能把事情做好的人﹗”

People who usually don't make mistakes, may not always be the ones who do things right.

After so many things which happen all along the years of being a teenager, the years all along till im 16.. i've come to accept all that i am.
I'm not like other typical girls out there;

1. I don't have long and slim legs, don't have nice arms, dont have small waist; but one thing for sure, i do have the assests.
2. I don't have big and shiny eyes that sparkle, nor a small and pretty face, but i have 2 dimples where most girls get envious off.
3. I don't starve myself to have a skinny frame because i'll only look flat in clothings.

4.I dont have snow white skin, tan skin may suit me better.

But, like all other girls out there, im afraid of all that will leave me with a broken heart..

I learn to see myself through these years, i am who i am.. and one very day i will meet a guy who loves me for who am i. See?? If you see things in another way, you wont have to be guilty of what you'r not. See things in another perspective.. u'll find that life is not as difficult and colourless as what u may think.. its just how you go about living it. =))

Days and days after, finally today, im back here again to blog. Whats up for the past few days?? Ohh well, same old thing.. Yesterday, my mother went crazy again. So yeah, detail??Guess u guys more or less know. Bad things never happen for long, today i just got a Digital cam!! Finally i have my very own Cam. Honestly, i was desperate to get things that i never have when i wasnt financially stable yet, but now since i am.. its time to get things i want! But, u know.. gotta scolding from mummy.. thats expected.But who cares!! it's not a very good brand. PANTEX. It's only $$199!! So why not just get it!! Haa!! Another thing.. i cut my hair!! Shorter then before.. something like S.H.E's Ella's hairstyle.. or maybe.. i look just a lil' prettier. heh heh. =)

Yesterday was really a 'life-enlightenment' day for me..Well, maybe some times life is unexpected. The reason that y i'm typing out all these is because my collegues told me some touching stories
about their close ones.. and how they passed on. Like what the chinese ppl say: U may have e life but not e money, U may have e money but not the life.
People usually take things for granted, no matter what it is, love ones, friends, family.. and maybe their lives. Until the day that they noe that tomorrow will never come and thats when those people realise that they have too many things that they havent done, too many things they havent seen and too many things they regret for.
For me, i can say that at least till now i've never taken my friends, and loved for granted, and, from now, im not gonna take my family and life for granted. Because, if there's really a day where tomorrow never comes.. i know i've treasured what god have given me.