hols.

Finally exams are over and it means that year 2.2 is finally over too.. well, besides the attachments la.

Anyway today was the first day of hols. Spent it at sentosa again with J. suntanned!! ( with sunblock) =)

Pics taken over exam period:

was wearing Jr's jacket. ohhhoo! Love it.

A closer look at my face, u can see scars! oh gosh!

puffy eyes.

and, toilet pic. hee. Just cant get over Jr's jacket.

pre- exam syndrome.

Wednesday.
The second paper, Psychology and Sociology.

wahahahahahahahahaha! Its a good way to calm myself down. Because i havent studied! damn.
Im in school now, time: 9.19am. And paper starts at 2pm.

wahahahahahhaha.
i dont know what am i typing.

tralalalalas~ BYE BYE.

quizzy, !

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 8.2 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

Lets101 - free online dating

exams, finish it once and for all.

2 more papers to go.

Like what jason mention:" chant chant chant till the next paper then vomit everything out."

mug mug. Jy, i can do it.

highly addicted,

to: Tears in Heaven.

I think its time for me to stand up again.

For many years, i've been leaving in a world of lies, many many lies.. and loneliness.
How many lies i've said to myself to hide away the fears and sadness? And many times i know i've shuned away from my problems that made my friends irritated. I understand now that being out of love isn't the end of the world.
Nobody's worthwhile to make yourself detest yourself.
And yet, for many years i've lived like that.

So right now, im trying to pick up the pieces of my heart, step by step i know i can put it back together again.

Pics, continued.

Yippe. feeling rather high today! Went to east point to for S.H.E's authograph session. oh man! how beautiful they are. hehe. =) They were totally mesmerizing!

its called: not studying.

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currently at shane's hse.

statement:
果然，男孩子的房间很乱！

lalala.

To those deaperate soul out there, be desperate no more.

Just caught the movie" He just not that into you" yesterday. It was surprisingly touching and it made me think alot. (+ the guys were really cute!)

Being desperate and thinking too much will get you no where. ultimately, you'll just end up humiliating yourself.
lessons learnt:
- dates are cute but never pin high hopes on them.
- Don't be desperate, it will get you no where!

Although, i really feel like having somebody to cuddle upon, to sit on his lap.. now.

i know..

i'm just a nobody..

mood today.

Pissed and damn fucked up.

why is everyone doing this to me?

when things are not going well.

sometimes life really just suck.

A little too much to handle.

Some friends around me are feeling sad too, i don't know why. maybe its the sad season. Sooner or later things will turn a lil better, =) be optimistic!

There are times where a single soul like me needs some encouragement too.

Thinking time:

I have no shortage of guy friends. But they are either people who fall for the same gender, bi-'s, attached or just simply cannot click. ( maybe i have too high expectations)

Does all those spell out to: SANDRA THATS WHY YOU STILL HAVE NO BOYFRIEND.

okay, i got it.

not so sunny tanning.

Apperently, we were suppose to go tanning today. we did. But it rain-ed in between.. so we ended up cam whoring. =)

+ pics from v-day too!

Gotta go study now! mug mug, !

happy valentines day ( at underwater world)

insights: we got lost at sentosa!

This valentines day was spent at sentosa's underwater world. Pretty cool, cause its the first time i've been to underwater world.. ( i know im a noob!) Anyway, had a great time with jason, it would have been better if we didnt get lost while finding our way there. =)

Loaded some pictures.. can view the rest at my facebook. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59060&id=563491597&saved

Hope you guys had an enjoyable valentines day too! ♥

simplicity.

Feeling weird today. Obvious reasons.. i don't know. Im starting to lose myself, like some unknown trying to find their identity back. Maybe its stress that's bugging me or its just my pride trying to take over me.

I've been through alot of things.. family chaos, really bad breakups (that im now really scared to get in to one), emotional crisis, bad BFF relationships, depression stage etc. All these things made me stronger, more independent, self reliant that sometimes i feel really tired to live on.

There are still times where i get real dependant on J( being the only person i can count on) , but those are only 'sometimes'. As a matter of fact, it isn't really good for a girl to get too independant herself.
She'll chase all the guys away. ( just like me)

quickie.

( pics grabbed from Arun's)

quotes to quote.

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing.

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.

CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word.Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Amazing in the you know where..!!! Bit of naughty.The one and only.Sincere..very cheeky.

Cookie session.

The first time i made cookies.. hehe.
Apparently, it turned out well.

A note.

You've got to leave it all behind you
Break through those lonely chains that bind you'
Cause love's not far away, it's gonna find your heart someday.

For my dear friend J and for myself.

invisibility.

You can be as mad as a mad dog in life,
you can swear and curse at fate.
But when it comes to the end,
u just have to let go.

still to say..letting go is the hardest part.

Im dealing with myself at this moment. Crash hormones changes at every single part of my body and its leading me to no where.

Love is.. ( pre v. day post)

Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late.

Love is a process of living and learning, longing and losing, with teasing and laughing filling the gaps in-between.

Love can make you happy, but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who it's worth.

Love is a moment that lasts forever.

still thinking of a tittle..

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