Friday, October 24, 2008

Santa can you hear me..

Im excited about christmas this year, my finally coming 18th birthday..

counting down: 2 months more..


Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.
Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said thisI
know exactly what I want this year.

Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.)
he'll be all my own in a big red bow
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town
Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) we'll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine(yeah yeah)
cause I have been so good this year.
Can't be alone under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow

Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want.
just for meUnderneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah)
santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me?
oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.

Mensus is the end of the world!

Sin of the day.

Which normal girl having her period with super stomach cramps will still care about dieting and staying slim or what ever??
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Ans: No normal girl having her period with super stomach cramp will still care about dieting and staying slim or whatever..


Menstruation hit me today. My stomach was in cramps and the feeling was like somebody was trying to tear my uterus out. How to tahan this kinda pain?
So, i didnt give a damn care about anything and i sinned on earth's greatest terrible thing ever....- potato chips! i normally classify potato chips under- ''eat ready will fat 5kg" catergory. So now, i think im 5 kg heavier...

Thursday, October 23, 2008

sleepy day

Lecture starts at 9.oo am today.

time now: 8.48 am
Im still at home eating breakfast.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Doggie issues.






Im not in any dog craze at the moment but i just though that my blog needs some animal pictures here.
These pics are actually long time ago la, my dogs have just shave their fur yesterday.. so they looked less furry. haha.
Cute hor.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Subjectless.

Blogging in school's kinda sucky.
Its like so random that u don noe what to type.
超无聊!

Second tuesday from school starts.. Boring totally!

Woke up early in the morning to attend a lecture which only lasted for an hour! Where from pasir ris to ngee ann poly takes already an hour and 1/2! So now, im having a pathetic 4 hour break.
Although in between we( sy, sining and i) went out to upper thomsom road for prata king! ultimate delicious! haha, but i was so funny.. Imagine i used up a total of 5 pieces of tissue paper which 3 of them i used to damp awa y the layer of oil on top of it.

I was worse last time kay! The tissues had to do the work even when i was eating french fries!

Back to topic:
Rushing to do my Nursing science 4 project, some last minute damn thing!! Projects are really a waste of time la, sickening!

These days are so HOT that i feel like pulling out all my hair.


Monday, October 20, 2008

At dawn..


inspirationless.

I haven had any inspiration to blog these few days, maybe its because i have too many things in mind that i cant type out in paragraphs to describe them.

Long gone were the days of emo-ing. but somehow i just wanna be emo again. Emotional crisis- stage 1. Arh, i don give a damn care about, just let me be emo den.

Journeys to school are so long that they became scary.. I tend to think alot these days. I have too many girl-friends, and lots of guy friends. Sad to say, most of my closest guy friends suffer from sexual inclination.. DUNG! I feel pathetic at times, cause surrounding my life are people who fall for the same gender.. somehow they made me lose confidence in getting into a relationship. I will get paranoid.

I dont know if im considered desperate. Well, maybe i am.. maybe not.

pics fun!







Friday, October 17, 2008

friday

i want to miss lessons!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Random day out!

and.. random job hunting!




to be continued..

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Wardrobe packing day.

Thanks to my busy friends, i had time to pack my wardrobe. I swear it was hell messy.

Before.

For some reasons, i realised i had too many skirts that went out of my sight ever since school starts. Most of the time their buried somewhere inside my wardrobe la. So, i've decided to picture them!
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Skirt #1
i look fat wearing it on my hips, i've decided to hang it on my breast instead.

skirt #2

one of my favourite. but havent wear it to school yet.
skirt #3

Definitely my favourite. Based on the length and colour this definitely suit me. haha. and i thought of another way to wear it. the only favourite thing i got from japan.


skirt #4
Short, nothing special. Definitely not my favourite. it was given to me by someone.

Skirt #5

3/4 lenght. i may wear it to the beach someday.

I love the hoodie and the skirt!

Well, its my sister's thou. I secretly wore them when she was out.
My #1 favourite dress!

oh ya, this 2 shorts are the same length.. but the size.. i don noe how i could fit in either of them..

and finally.. after about 2 hours..

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After.

Its the tidiest i can pack!

Home pics.

Re: Sleepless nights lately.
I dont know why..
Anyway, pics are up again. They are purely home pics.. cause i didnt go out this holiday and didnt take pics when im outside thou.

Favourite jogging suit. The colour rocks!

Favourite sleeping dress. haha. the colour rocks too!

Bear my puffy eyes here. Its a random pic.


伤心总是难免的, 又何苦一往情深..

I need shopping badly. But damn! no working means no money. I hate to ask money from mum. School's starting anyway, time to save up. Random: i need a tan badly!

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Everybody should ready this.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.


They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a Godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.


Thank you all for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime so....

Maybe... We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Maybe... When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but,often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

Maybe... It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe... The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe... The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.

Maybe... You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.

Maybe... There are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a love, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.

Maybe... The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe... You should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person, too.

Maybe... you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe... giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe... Happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

Maybe... You shouldn't go for looks; they can deceive; don't go for wealth; even that fades away! Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile :-)

Maybe... You should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

Maybe... You should try to live your life to the fullest because when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling but when you die, you can be the one who is smiling and everyone around you crying.

Maybe... You could share this message to those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life, to those who can and do make you smile when you really need it, to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down, and to all those whom you want to know that you appreciate them and their Friendship.

Wishes really do come true?











yeah. i really hope it will come true.

Isn't it nice to have someone to cuddle with, quarrel with, fight with? But before you start throwing the vase on his head it turn out to be a hot and passionate kiss to whom you know u love, with all your heart..

I really wish.

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Freaking pictures!










































































































































































Come on Sanny! Just say you freaking miss those freaking attachment days.
I do miss attachments now, oh shit! i'm falling in love with Nursing.

Monday, October 06, 2008

Love is,






Waiting..

Attachments are officially over, 1 more week to school starts.
Back to studying..

I fell in love with this song the first moment i heard it.
Its exactly how i feel these few days.

Emo days please pass quickly. I had enough.