BUSY

I hate being busy!!
i WILL BE BUSY!

Another day out with cousin.

Had a shopping day with my lovely cousin yesterday. He didnt get anything because the pants that he wanted dosn't have his size and i got myself a shorts and a belt. And of course, never to miss out pictures. Lucky rain pour on us thats why we stayed in the shelter and took pics den!

ps: and i like what i was wearing! i wasnt in slippers in the first place, vain girl like me went in heels and got my self 2 bigs blisters on my back of my feet!

knowing the true faces.

we couldn't sleep last night and so we talked. Talked about our friends, lovelife, our life and our family.

We've start to know the true faces of some people in our family and well, dissapointed.

We have to admit that time changes everything and we've changed as time pass by. Growing up together, our lives somehow changed accordingly but we didnt drift apart. I really love talking to him. It always turned out to be enlightening crazily before we end the conversation i was shouting over the phone: "oppa, salanghaeyo!" lol.

Thats us. Me and my cousin.

anyway, call me crazy! gosh! can somebody stop me from day dreaming about guys. that means im watching too much k- dramas ready, way too much sansan!

My holidays are ending, thankful but yet, not so thankful. No doubt i miss school, miss my friends. but i realise im beginnig to like staying at home alone now. Watching dramas, daydreaming, blasting music.. heh. My life is boring. well, have to get use to it when time comes, i cant be too dependent on close friends to make my life exciting. I have to think about something to spice up my life- relationships will have to wait till i've found that someone. So till now, singlehood dominates my world.

saturday night out.

Finally i had pics to put up. enjoyed my saturday yesterday, woohooo. wacky. Practically me and naddie went to suntec for some comic donnoe what thing, well, other reasons as well. haha. took pic with those donnoe who starwars guys. haha.

This was at makan sutra- queueing for sugar cane.

taadaa! izzat- a year since i've met him. NS now, tough work man, protect the country ya, haha.
The romantic bridge- at raffles. haha. the scenery was awesome!
Can't u tell how much we love each other.

4 faces of me.

1 week down for hols. still enjoying and drowning in my korean dramasssss!

She picks up the brush again.

pics pics here again..

testing my mum's new phone cam.. and u know, of course i took a pic of myself.

2 years since i've pick up the pencil to draw and the brush to paint.. really miss those days where i could just paint all the colours..

take a closer look at my colour plate.. haha. messy..

never to miss out the artist's initial!! hehe~~
Paint version 1- uncompleted.
Paint version 2- completed!

忍不住想要爱你的冲动.. 我能爱你吗??

vacations arrived!

Much of my time have been in the ward for the past 2 weeks. like finally now i have time to blog. But im missing out pics here, will tryda get some..
My pathatic phone, its causing a big distruction in my life! I should change one like soo many million years ago. chill, no worries, will get one soon! so i can cam whore like no body's business!
so right now, i have nothing to much to say except its my hols for the next 2 weeks.. am gonna enjoy it!

pics up real soon! =))

He's my daddy.

I know you have your own daddy and they are also the greatest, mine's too!

Introducing to you- Mr James Ho chee yen, father of Sandra ho siok yee and her sister. =))

This daddy is understanding, open minded, dosn't scolds and he didnt use the cane on me ever in my life. He's so great.

I still remember there's this day(which was 2 years ago and im still super young) where i brought my boyfriend home and he came home suddenly! and, so we got caught. Despite the fact that he's quite angry and disappointed, he still ask me:"you go out got money not??" i tell you at that point of time i almost cry. Such a loving dad i have and i do those stupid things to disappoint him!

He even let's his daughter go clubbing. Which at this point of time my mum would scream at me if she knows. see, that's trust. Daddy trust me to take care of myself. I just love my dad. Although he's at Abu Dahvi now, working hard.

To daddy:

I love you daddy.

If there's a next life, it'll be my turn to be your daddy, to love you, to care for you like how u've love me and care for me. Happy Father's Day!

My time flew past me..

Time passes so fast that my tomorrow never comes to update my blog.
alright, so now.. hehe.
The first week of attachment ended pretty well. With my aching legs and back, but toner arms. =)) Its like some workout in the ward.
Mum's at work and sis is over at aunts house, she slept over last night.
that means im alone at home now.. and i wont be leaving my house till around 1?? haha. im going to the zoo! like after 10 years im going there. Pretty much excited!
Updates:
-I think i needa stop flirting around with people. STOP. haha. Its too much sandra.
-Getting a part time job. Should i get it at the clinic near my house, at the airport or at orchard? It depends on the pay la AND the transport too. Like wasting $$ on transport is a NO nO. okay, maybe i'll try all and see which is the best.

Munching breakfast now* munch munch*, enjoy ur weekends!

If it never happen.

I wish i had never met you, never know you, never liked you.. never love you. It's hard for me to go through this, that i felt fucked up! hidden in me. i think i really love you now.. Oh god! what am i doing?? i know we made things clear with each other but yeah.. sometimes i just thought i really miss you.
Let it go sandra.
Learn to put down the past, or u'll never find ur new life, your new love.

A moment to remember.

"Is there anyway to love you while my memories still remain? I love you and i don want to forget that.. "

I couidn't care much about being emo these days, but yeah, i wish i knew what would happen next. god please, i need the power to capture everyone's emotions! I got too engrossed in the movie ready that i think i might turn emo again. Love is unforgettable, giving it all up and giving it all.- This is what i need the most..

Again..

Tell me how to not love such cute animal~ =))

Crayons.

CRAYONS- a new term i learn today.
im not going to definite what is it about la, or- it's just something satisfying and pleasurable. =))
Model-ed for dearest cousin this morn, wonderful! his skills are not bad actually~ i like my hair. well, at least i can't even blow my own hair properly la. haha.
I like the new people i knew, fun loving group of them. ya, and 'crayons' was learnt from nicholas. He's damn cute i tell you.
cool cool. hee. anticipating more fun!

It's alot of pictures!

Rach and i.she's like one of the closest ppl in my poly life. and i just realise that i've known her for more that a year ready. sooo fast!

My fat. ok, he is on a diet now! im serious!
Doggy series!

He's like SUPER CUTE!

wearing a swimming goggle..

Professor~
In my uncle's specs.




look at the loads of notes! never to miss studying with jason. mugging for all those tests and exams..

Me and sister yee.
Myself =)
Nurse in action!


once again, today was busy. studying~ a lil emotional today as well, but im fine now. =)) guess my next post will be after common test?? that's next week! =)) will be back!