back again with baby love, ♥ ♥

okay, im back. done eating breakfast, done shitting too. Sitting down on my couch to warm my ass.

did i mention that i got a new printer? haha, yeah. NEW PRINTER! anyways, sandra the great artiste is back. I've scanned the drawing into my com den decided to post on my blog too. I just know im a great artiste! ♥

♥ BABY'S BACK! ♥

Since daddy was back a couple of weeks ago, he did mention about our overseas trip. Wahahaha. We're heading to korea and hong kong during the oct! thats when he's back and most prob i'll have a vacation before prcp starts. Im so gonna show off to Jason when i see him again! hehe.

Random: i think my sister's cute. I love her.

in the early morn..

Woke up early to go for a jog today hoping to cleanse my mind off some stuffs but apparently it dosnt really help because i was listening to emo songs through out.. so what's the point.

In anyways, i still did my exercise, healthy lifestyle!

I hope i havn't been suffering from insomnia these days where i cried myself to sleep. There must be a reason and im still trying to figure them out.

loves.

My saturday.

Which days can be compared with weekends? How would the world be when there's no weekends?

i totally love weekends.

My saturday started quite early. Meeting 3 different people.
Not talking about tanning cause we didnt manage to go tanning. Met J in the early morning at CGH to get my precious uniform back, sat and chit chatted a lil while. Quite long since i last met him.

Met Jie rou next for a movie date. Caught Marley and me. incredibly heart warming and nice. If you really need a reason to cry upon, make this your reason.

Lastly, met Racheal. Went for a town-walk.. had dinner, camwhore at paragon's toilet..

anyway, i regretted putting my bangs up. hmmph!

Loves.

The flu bug.

Insights: flu.

Its barely a week since attachments started and im falling sick. My nose aint getting any better, needa stock my pockets with loads of tissue paper later on.

Anyway, its friday.. so tgif. =)

This is actually wrote by a patient in IMH. He's a psychologist. We( student nurses) were suppose to have group theraphy going on talking about our favourite places, so this particular patient came in with us as an observer.

Look at No. 2. Its what he describes about me when i was talking about my fav place.

It reads: Sentosa( MATERIALISM), sexual tendency( because i was gaga-ing about the hot guys that i saw), sociable and if you didnt see the last word, he actually wrote VAIN. ( because i was touching my hair all the time)

Discussion time that we always have..

I doze off immediately after i snap this pic. =X haha.

I don noe why i see red patches on his fur in the pic. Apparently i think it's my phone's prob. His fur is perfectly fine. GREY.


My baby girl.

Look at her innocent eyes. I think she's trying to ask me to bring her for a walk as i was leaving the hse for atachment. Poor girl, haha. too bad la. Jie jie has to work.



Tomorrow's sat. So it means Tanning here i come!

Happy weekend people.

Loves.

3rd day of attachment.

Insights: At the Institute of mental health.
Others may call it woodbridge hospital/ "mad house".

I wasn't feeling really pleasant when posted to IMH, being the first time there without any experience of handling mental patients either..

Have been working 3 morning shifts in a row, feeling really tired now. Thank god im working afternoon tmr, i'll have some time to rest. Thanks Fang for keeping me accompany through out the day.. i'm still not use to the environment.. but so sorry i couldnt acc him back( rushing for my appointment!)

Humans do make mistakes. ( i make mistakes all the time, hurting the people around me unknowingly all the time too) Learn to forgive. Thats what i've learnt during the 3 days at least. The people staying inside ain't mad. They're just sick, like you and i will get sick too. Its just that they didnt know it'll affect them on the brain.

I'm starting to appreciate the people around me. I dont want to take them for granted. No matter whether we've known each other for 17 years, 10 years, 8 years or even 2 weeks.. i appreciate. Who knows if they'll still be beside you tmr?

A person who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend.

Loves.

I like my new hair.

(pic taken from Shane's blog)

Seriously, this hairstyle is better den the long fringe i used to have.

♥ pics upload! ♥

( im in the center!)

Insights: Club session at The Arena and a new hairstyle.

Spent the dawn at The Arena yesterday with Jr, Shane and the rest. It's abit ex to start with, but overall its still not bad. Apparently, i thought that the life band was great. ( if they sing better songs it would have been better)

Anyway, had my hair cut yesterday too. Thanks to deary cousion Kenny. I had BANGS! Love it.

Sis and i.

oh yeah, did i mention that we had birthday dinner ytd too. At a western restuarant at outram. Location was bad but the food was good!

Cou and i.





Random. Taken from Jr's phone.

Clarke Quay's toilet.

The Arena's toilet.

Had a great time yesterday and was quite surprise that i'm still sober from all the drinking. Had faint spells but still manageble. heh, love yesterday! ♥ ♥

hols.

Finally exams are over and it means that year 2.2 is finally over too.. well, besides the attachments la.

Anyway today was the first day of hols. Spent it at sentosa again with J. suntanned!! ( with sunblock) =)

Pics taken over exam period:

was wearing Jr's jacket. ohhhoo! Love it.

A closer look at my face, u can see scars! oh gosh!

puffy eyes.

and, toilet pic. hee. Just cant get over Jr's jacket.

pre- exam syndrome.

Wednesday.
The second paper, Psychology and Sociology.

wahahahahahahahahaha! Its a good way to calm myself down. Because i havent studied! damn.
Im in school now, time: 9.19am. And paper starts at 2pm.

wahahahahahhaha.
i dont know what am i typing.

tralalalalas~ BYE BYE.

quizzy, !

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 8.2 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

Lets101 - free online dating

exams, finish it once and for all.

2 more papers to go.

Like what jason mention:" chant chant chant till the next paper then vomit everything out."

mug mug. Jy, i can do it.

highly addicted,

to: Tears in Heaven.

I think its time for me to stand up again.

For many years, i've been leaving in a world of lies, many many lies.. and loneliness.
How many lies i've said to myself to hide away the fears and sadness? And many times i know i've shuned away from my problems that made my friends irritated. I understand now that being out of love isn't the end of the world.
Nobody's worthwhile to make yourself detest yourself.
And yet, for many years i've lived like that.

So right now, im trying to pick up the pieces of my heart, step by step i know i can put it back together again.

Pics, continued.

Yippe. feeling rather high today! Went to east point to for S.H.E's authograph session. oh man! how beautiful they are. hehe. =) They were totally mesmerizing!

its called: not studying.

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currently at shane's hse.

statement:
果然，男孩子的房间很乱！

lalala.

To those deaperate soul out there, be desperate no more.

Just caught the movie" He just not that into you" yesterday. It was surprisingly touching and it made me think alot. (+ the guys were really cute!)

Being desperate and thinking too much will get you no where. ultimately, you'll just end up humiliating yourself.
lessons learnt:
- dates are cute but never pin high hopes on them.
- Don't be desperate, it will get you no where!

Although, i really feel like having somebody to cuddle upon, to sit on his lap.. now.

i know..

i'm just a nobody..