Cheers to bra sets.

okay, im now trying not to be an addict to bra sets.

BUT, they are soooo cute. so now's GSS, i'll get tons of them. :)

or maybe i have a fetish on them.

Anyway, today was suppose to be in school attending some revision lecture, but i was too tired to wake up. The lect is at damn 8am! I really couldn't open my eyes..

haa! so i ended up at IKEA with jemaine.

First paper's on Monday.

i need to start F. study!

well, at least i put in 2 hours time to commit on my notes. thats good right.

10 reasons to love a nurse.

1) No body part scares me.

2) Defribillation.. i can thrill you with 1 touch.

3) Im used to working all night.

4) who else will ever encourage you to pass gass

5) I've flipped bigger people than you in bed.

6) No dinner conversation will ever gross me out.

7)DRUGS. I know them all.

8) WE have a code for every colour even brown

9) I know the proper way to tie you to a bed.

10) Hit the right button and i'll come quickly.

if i have a choice, just let me run away.

trust me, nobody cares.

ultimately, u'll be left alone.

Poeple come and they go.

In the end, it is yourself standing alone at the edge of the round globe walking alone making rounds of unknown future. Sometimes i wonder.. friends they play with you, talk with you, eat with you, catch a movie with you, laugh together with you, cry together with you.. But in the end, it is you left lying at home on your bed alone.

No matter what happens, ultimately, it is only you facing the problem alone. Your friends can only accompany you through the journey of your unknown decisions but what is left, is just you and only you.

After all, nobody cares.

Sometimes, life isn't only about ''I'', it is also about ''you''.. because "you" & "I" make a pair.
They are the only 2 words which can make the world a better place, less quarrels, less fights, less arguments, less harshness.. and its more of love, more of care and more of happiness.
Maybe thats why true relationships comes across us.. to make us learn "YOU" before "I"..

Im so tired these days that i feel like giving up on so many things..

School is so stressed that i feel like giving up.
Friendships are drifting apart and i feel like giving up.
Finding myself is such a tough journey and i feel like giving up.
Life is so screwed and i feel like giving up.

But i know i have to hang in there.. keeping my goals and dreams as motivation to carry on.

Hang in there for school because learning is a lifelong journey.
Hang in there because friends don't come by easy.
Hang in there because the tough journey of finding myself is gonna last a lifetime.
Hang in there because life is too beautiful to give up.

what the fuck.

Its fucking 5.5oam now, in my nursing uniform and my test is less den fucking 2 hours away.
Im starting to hate myself for behaving like a fucking bitch getting the people around me fucking pissed. What the fuck. And the fucking weather is not helping me feel any better, fucking shit happens.

To dance.

( its a die die must catch)

Subaru and her twin brother Kazuma share a dream in becoming ballet dancers, but their passion is discouraged by their father. After Kazuma's death from a hereditary illness, dancing became Subaru's only happiness and she yearns to lose herself in dance. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she runs into cabaret owner Isuzu, who recognizes the talent in Subaru and trains her in her nightspot.

But to become a professional ballerina, Subaru has to overcome harsher challenges than merely satisfying the cabaret drunkards. Spurred on by her rivaling dance companions, Subaru enters an international dance competition, to vie for recognition and a scholarship to any top ballet company in the world.

Subaru and her companions soon discover that there are more to compete than the championship, and tests of friendship, betrayal and self-worth come one after another. Gradually the youngsters learn about themselves as dancers, as persons and as friends.

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Maybe i should not have given up on my dreams.

Its the passion which makes us move on..

just another thought.

Insights: ( see picture)

We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.

Alot of people are kinda moody and lonely these days. oh well, life oh life. This is how life is.

SMILE

( sometimes i wish my mum could just shut the fuck up.)

No time.

Insights: Practical test, common tests.

Im sick. its the flu bug. ( swine?) Hope not.. =) Really tired and busy these days, stayed back after school till 6pm most times for extra practical lessons since prac test's just next week. Needa start revision too.

Pretty glad that im able to stay up for lects these days, motivated to study. I cannot believe what i'd do if i fail..

Mug mug mug hard!


[ I BELIEVE LOVE TAKES TIME, LOVE TAKES TIME, LOVE TAKES TIME. ]

loves, x)

Sanny.

lala land.

Insights: Today's monday.

Kinda guessed that today started out not feeling blue, although i woke up late but everything seems well done. =) But i thought jason's feeling blue today. haa! good thing the blues didnt attacked him for long.

starting to love mondays too..

I'm a girl.

The Commandments..

Girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....


Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.

We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling. Only felt.

Life is busy, keep it simple.

Insights: Messy.

Too many things in my mind, thinking too much, worried too much. ( i know, sometimes im just a pessimist.. i cant help it.) well, at least im not emo, I AM JUST THINKING TOO MUCH.

hap-pi-ness.

1.the quality or state of being happy.

2.good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy.

Synonyms:1, 2. pleasure, joy, exhilaration, bliss, contentedness, delight, enjoyment, satisfaction. Happiness, bliss, contentment, felicity imply an active or passive state of pleasure or pleasurable satisfaction.

Happiness results from the possession or attainment of what one considers good: the happiness of visiting one's family. Bliss is unalloyed happiness or supreme delight: the bliss of perfect companionship. Contentment is a peaceful kind of happiness in which one rests without desires, even though every wish may not have been gratified: contentment in one's surroundings. Felicity is a formal word for happiness of an especially fortunate or intense kind: to wish a young couple felicity in life.



Are you happy?

i am learning to be content with what i have.
Don't ask for more, be glad for what you have, for what god gave you.

But how much is enough? How much is being contented with what you have?
I don't know, maybe thats why we live our lives to learn.

Learn to be simple.

loves, x)
sanny.

I was early for school today.

Insights: hungry. :(


Was pretty happy that although i woke up late today but i still made it early for school. School start at 8 and i reach at 7.30, weehee! And i didnt take breakfast! :( Damn, i set 5 alarms.. and im snoozing every one which rings. =.= someone please slap me to wake me up.

Blogging during lecture now, ;) because this lecture is boring and i don wanna fall asleep during lects anymore. ( i quit sleeping in lectures!)
HISTORY OF CLINICAL TRAIL- dry and sedating lecture.
I've been a really lazy bum these days, I dont know.. maybe because fyp and tutorials are coming up one after another.. making me depressed whenever i tried to study. Common tests are coming, i need to move my ass to the lecture notes.

*move it ,move it*

OH yeah, night of the musesm 2's out! I wanna catch it! i need to update myself on movies.. the last movie i watched was.. i dont know.. 1 and half month ago? serious shit, i don wanna be a noob! (besides x-men which i caught last weeek), im still missing out on alot of movies.. I wanna go on a movie marathon!

I need pictures for my blog. Like those really pretty ones with a close up of myself. hah! I need a photographer boyfriend. hehe. ( cheeky smile, ;))

The 7 Wonders that god gave us:
To see
To hear
To taste
To smell
To touch
To think

and

To love.

loves, <3
Sanny.

I know im a camwhore.

Insights: I survived school without sleeping in lects today!

Lectures are making me brain-dead..

My beauty sleep regimen is doom. My pimples are coming out! Breakouts, dark circles, eye bags! Oh no. I need sleep..

Anyways, school these days are.. interesting. HAHA. cant believe i said that school was interesting.. oh well, i enjoyed lects these days. Maybe because i didn't wanna fail my tests and quizzes or appear like a sotong when doing group discussion.

random:

I need new bikinis.

I need somemore dresses.

I need somemore heels.

I need a honey.

loves, x)

Sanny.

Lets talk about.. BOOBS.

love her boobs.

Insights: Came home with a full bladder, went to micturate then i suddenly thought of what to blog for today.. BOOBS.

All girls have boobs.

But some guys have it too.. well, if you're really fat thats the case.

Sometimes guys suck because they dont admit that they prefer girls with big boobs, oh come on! just say bigger boobs are better and more pleasurable.. ( in some ways)

I dont know how BIG is considered BIG but yeah, as long as it fits the body well and dosn't look like balls dangling down.. yepp. THATS SEXY. With a little cleavage exposed will be perfect.

cheers to boobies! ;)

STUDYING IN PROGRESS..

give me give me a man after midnight..

The sexiest man ever..

Insights: im a good girl.

Im starting on fyp.

Thats a good thing.. Im prepared for the boring journey till completing my fyp..

So, yesterday was pretty much a wordy day. Went to school for 2 hours, went back home for another 2 hours, went to meet jason for fyp then met Benn for dinner.. oh, thanks Benn for dinner. ;) Im deprived of sleep! seriously, i hit the sheets for a solid 11 hours yesterday.

Then today, which is a saturday, which is suppose to fun and exciting.. and i came home straight after watching movie. IM A GOOD GIRL YA! anyway, mum bought dinner back so ya.. Im ready for rotting on a saturday evening. =) ( my mum is watching mama mia the movie at this moment..)

PICTURES!

Sorry for the pimple. :(

I forgetten what's the name of the shop already but its somewhere at Holland village.

The ice cream rocks!

Jason and i did a little talking today.. well, how do you know if someone loves you? how do you know if you love some one? how do you know if someone really cared about you.. bother to know every single thing of yours, your favourites, your hates, your everything? how do you know if you really trust someone?

i dont know. Maybe thats why god want us to meet different people and learn from them..

learn how to trust, learn how to love. ♥

loves,

sanny.

I need a break.

Insights: Kill me or let me sleep and i need to complain.

Seriously, i need sleeeeeep. I cant pay attention during lects cause i'll get tired, restless and start yawning. Terrible me, i know.

FYP is shit. x)

I might just pass out from poly without knowing what i've accomplished.. thats bad.
Speaking of which, my poly life is more or less gonna be over. A couple of close friends actually notice a change in me which i didnt notice.. I don't know, everybody's constantly changing. I guess thats how life is.

I change in alot of things, yeah thats true.
hmmm, it set me thinking when jason said i've changed then next was when Racheal said i've changed too.
More independant, less emotional, happier, thinking more( at least im using my brain), club more.. pretty much these.. i dont know if weight's counted too. (tsk tsk) I believe its in a better person that i've changed into. =)

loves, Sanny.
MORE PICS. (soon)

Short one before school.

Insights: sleepless nights = thinking too much.

Had a random text from naddie at5.11am this morning. well, She cant sleep. So we ended up having a short text conversation.

" hmm, trusting is always hard. Just follow your heart.. if you feel that you can trust whoever, then do as. As for reality, i doubt there's such thing as being ready. Its all about not holding back and to take chances and free fall."

I know, im holding back too much.

loves x, Sanny.

Happy Mother's Day.

Insights: Simple Mother's day and sat night dinner..

I love her.

Start with Mother's day. It was celebrated at Grams place..

Cut a cake. Had dinner, cam whored. =)

And then it was sat night dinner with Naddie and the guys.

Didnt wanna stay at home so yeah..

PICTURES!

Super mum.

Grams, aunt, lil shannon, mum. =)

Super slim and sexy mummy.

Maxwell market.

OOps! umglam!

Camwhore!

I love this top.

Get it or not?

LOVES,

sanny.