haven been really noting down my feelings these few days cause i have to work.. was some kind of exhausted.. well, i guess there are still some feelings i still have to type. Met Gen downstairs my block just now. Some kinda coincidence?? hees. Yupps, i guess so.
Today was really some heart to heart talk with Gen.. We talked about love and life. I guess we both are in the same state.. as in both of us are waiting for the right person and the right true love. What i can say is that.. Yah, true love needs time i guess. Its not that i don believe in love again anymore.. but its more of the hurt that im afraid of. Once bitten, twice shy. So i guess this is how it works.

Once again, confused over feelings again.

I don noe what am i really feeling now. After the long talk with Gen.. some things just flashed through again. Its not that i've not gotten over it, but.. right now.. maybe the memories are still strong bahx. for now, its not only me cos in the picture, someone appeared. Maybe.. im not the one that is really right,i can tell that she has real hard feelings for u.
Don lie to urself anymore.. somethings just cant hide. Go for who u really want. If u'r happy, i guess she will be too.