pictures time!!

My beloved grand aunt, she took care of me ever since i was 1month.. so dat's y i love her the most!!


My lil' gang.. beside me is my sis..

In malaysia.. fairy windmail..

see them?? they are my precious darlings..

soloist~~ sandra!! pretty?? hahas.. don mind me... im always dat thick skin..

gugugaga!!

Today's the last day of my work. phew! can get some rest and im on the way to finding jobs again.. practically, i wanna do lotsa jobs to earn lots of money.. to prove to mum dat only by working den u'll get money, oso, i wanna tell her dat i have the ability to earn a living by my ownself NOW. bUT, the money dat i earn.. 3/4 of it will be put in my bank. to thicken up the volume of the $$ that previously my mum have been using.. see guys?? the money dat my mum is using is from my bank account! U noe why now i just hate her and everyhthing that she do. Well, this blog has all along been my online diary.. so.. its all my true feelings dat i've typed out. so what if i hate to the core. She's still my mum. i've come to learn dat hatered will only bring more hatered.. i'd rather get used to it den to be bothered by it.

okay.. dats e big chunk of my totally 'u don wanna have family life'.. hahas! the happy thing is i got a new phone today.. second hand to be exact.. it is still relatively new, in good condition.. passed down by my niece! =) ok.. get back later!!

munching ice!

I'm back.


Finally after 4 tiring and fucked up days. Yah... real fucked up. Especially yesterday!! well.. actually it's all about my mum again ..back to her 'mental' again.. she's jobless!! she's not being retrenched or anything.. she resigned!! and u know why she did dat?? just bcos she finds dat wat she's doing in her workplace is MEANINGLESS!

i mean... why do u care whether it is meaningful or anything.. but at least it is not something whr u do illegally or betray ur dignity or stuffs.. its just being a housekeeper!! hey.. ppl here lyk me.. work hard because i noe by working den i will get $$,, my own hard earned $$. okay.. so now im typing and munching ice at the same time.. hoping that if any of the gods' up there can use their heavenly labtop n look through my blog... and understand how i really feel. cos when my mum's jobless n short of cash.. she'll start screamimg and vent all her frustration on us.. as if we have no human rights. This will be a tym where my dad will start coming home late.. lyk 11 plus or 12 plus, bcos he too.. can't stand my mother.

so ppl.. this is what my family life is. so when i tell u dat i don feel lyk going home.. u noe what i mean.

but anyway, pics of me and my sista. this was in malaysia.. im in that glasses. haa! i love those glasses..






feel so lucky.. at least i have my lil' sis with me.

BLOOGIES UPDATIES!!

bleah bleah,, Pretty sandra is back. oww!! thick skin me. haa!! okies. i was in malaysia for 3 whole nights and 4 days.. had a total lotsa of fun there.. simply just shop, eat,shop, sleep?? yeah.. and not forgetting the wedding dinner lahx.If u say vivocity is big.. den i'll not agree. Cos over thr the shopping complex are 2X bigger?? yah ard there. Basically, when i was there.. i missed out Alan's and gen's birthday,, hahas. i didnt get presents for them too. OHH!! i just remembered.. i forgotten Jason's present too. hahas. Jason if u read this.. eh.. but don worry ,i'll get in s'pore den..

Alright, x'mas is coming. My birthday. i don noe if ppl actually enjoy x'mas.. but i totally love it. but.. i'll get older each x'mas. Can i say that im special??? hmmm.. maybe not that special.. but.. How many ppl on earth can actually have birthday's on x'mas?? hehes! well.. i just love 25 December. Hey Santa claus!!.. if u read my blog.. hehes. can i have my wish come true??

Totally exhausted!

Wow! started working for only lyk 4 days and im totally exhausted ready. hehes. but had a fun time in the airport though, get to experience the working life out there... total sales for the 4 days is only like 1000$$ plus plus. Not very good, our sales target is 3000$$ by the 18th of dec cos thats the last day of work.. heh. but i met all kinds of ppl out there and finally know the hard work it takes to earn every cent!

Job day!!

Today was the first day of work. hahas. yeah.. work. well.. basically im working as a sales promoter for SKll. didnt actually notice much about this product previously but today had a training with rachel, the co-ordinater, and realise the wonders that the products have. First day of work was a totally new experience. But the old sales ladies are some kinda bitchy.. hahas. i don give a damn about them anyway had my sales done to about $300++ today.. ha! not bad right. It's bought from a guy.. for his girlfriend. AWWw!! so sweet right. How i wish there's a guy who treat this well to me. Eh... but first things first, he must have all the conditions that i've listed in my previous entry. And i wonder if there would be a day if i really find a boyfriend.