Before the day ends..

Insights: Suppose to be a special day but i don feel its special in anyway. so yeah.



This is my lunch for today. With Racheal, we're at doby ghaut's indon restuarant. Delicious!



Then, at Mphosis. This black dress is awesome! But pretty ex thou. $70plus, im too broke to buy.


This is the green one. I look fat in it hur.



And this pic is dedicated to Jason.
Photographer: S a n d r a.
Hey baby, thanks for your contribution!! hahas.

Anyway, im done watching The Leap Years ready. Oh well, what can i say?? A love story which has a different story line from the norm, i like it.

Some things they say were quits true. You dont need anyone's approval to love someone.♥ ♥ Yeah. But its not always where you'll end up together with the one you really love. We still have to face reality somehow.. sometimes life is like that. People in love dont always end up together.

I NEED TO FALL IN LOVE! but who's there??

The Leap Year.

Insights: i wanna watch this.



Its 29 of feb 2008. hahas. This only happens once a year.
It should be quite memorable to watch this movie today. =))

Nice day.

Yeah, today has been a day fun and laughter and a lil' of soul searching.

I wanna say thanks to my cousin for having a nice talk with me. heees. im actually glad about what you said today, our conversation has never failed to be enlightening.

I really love those kinda feeling. =))

To cousin: I was really happy of what u told me today. Really really am. Just felt that we have returned to the past where everything is the same. I trust you kie. always remember that no matter what happens to you, u'll always have me.

Actually wanted to wear this outfit out today. Haas. But i think i look too matured ready, so i just go with my havana's instead. Without the white small coat of course.

Sorry about my big butt. i cant make it small..

Then, me and cousin. we're at SENTOSA for a job interview.

Retail assistant.

I like this pic.

Then then, out with Jason AGAIN. haas yeah. We're at Marina Square.

You know i'll always luv you too. =))

This is FAT. hahas. Oh well, my lil' darling. Isnt he adorable. ?

Feeling sick.

Stomachache, having gastric pain, suffering from diarrhoea. oh my. =((
I need a nurse.

口是心非..

Insights: It kept me thinking.

Had a wonderful talk with cousin yesterday. Our conversation kept me thinking through the whole night after. yeah. He's right. I should really put that someone aside before i can continue to another relationship, if not its gonna bother me..


口是心非.

I just realise that i dislike people who are 口是心非. (not saying what your heart mean)
like hey! come on! Just say what u wanna say.

Dont say that she is ugly when you think she's the most beautiful girl u've ever met.
Dont say that u dont love her when all you want to give her is just happiness..

I really really think that life shouldnt be all about regreting what you have never done or what you have never said. .


有些时候因为她不在你身边了, 你才知道她对你有多重要..

somethings to say.

And i think this is rather cute. =))



got this from cou's blog.



Insights: I hate not being in love and being in love.

One day the heart and the body had a conversation.
Body: "when im ill, i turn to the doctor. When ur ill, who do you turn to?"
Heart: ''i turn to myself. ''

I understand now why people suffer more in the heart.
Because it has nothing to turn to.

I can predict that somethings wrong with me. and whats that?? I dont know.

During certain time, i dread being alone. Where sometimes, i love being alone. hahas. Beats me on why these symptoms are appearing.

Holding hands, cuddles, kisses, quarrels, arguments.. these are the things which i am missing. Maybe when ur single for a period of time u'll miss those lovely moments. Im not desperate to get attached now, but all the love stuffs only takes time to come. At least i've been loved before, i dont know about now. Maybe there's some unknown outside there who has a crush on me.. or.. i dont know. hahas.

Its better to have love and lost then never to have love before. I'll wait. and i'll be waiting, for someone to hold my hand. ♥♥♥

Vivocity trip..

Insights: Vivocity outing today with baby Jason.



I like the cap.


On the way to Vivo, if u realise that Jason has 2 outfits..


Miss Housefly.


I think this picture looks like Terminator.


Miss Singapore?? =))


Spare Jason's hairy legs. It didnt meant to happen.


I look soooo awkward. Oh MY!





Uncle! I want to sit Taxi..!


And these are actually MY slippers.














I look stupid!

And thats about today..

We are actually still wondering why are there so many people looking at us.

我要幸福..

爱情最痛苦的是不能和喜欢的人在一起。
幸福是不可能完整的。。

A day of entries.

I love talking to my dad.

Well, thats what we did yesterday night all the way to the morning. i like this kinda conversations.
From how he and mum met to babies story( me and my sis) all the way to my dates and my future 'husbands'. hahas. We practically talked about everything.
Anyway, dad is going overseas to work. Only coming back every 6 months, not long and not short.
I'll miss him definitely.



I love you DAD! I think ur the best dad ever!


Then yesterday, met up with Mrs Lim together with Jason.
Miss her too.
She still looks the same. Im glad on that part.
We talked about lots of stuffs too.. More on secondary school days, her baby too.
Accompanied her for shopping around Tamp. (But Jas girl couldnt make it in time to catch up with us.)
I like this kinda feeling too. =))
Somehow or rather, i suddenly miss the old times.
when we're still mugging for the O's.
It seems happier.

If i could, really could go back then..
I'll never let you go.

If you love someone..

If u love someone, put their name in a circle not a heart. A heart breaks but a circle goes on forever.♥

There are 3 great things in a world:
the first thing is for u to love someone,
the second thing is for someone to love u back,
the third greatest thing is for the first and second thing to happen at e same time...

Its hard to pretend u love someone if u don't, but its harder to pretend u don't love someone if u do..

If u really love something, set it free. If it comes back its urs, if it doesn't, it wasnt meant to be..

When u love someone, and u love them with ur whole heart, it never dissapears when ur apart.

i cried today not because i missed u or even wanted u back but bcos i finally realise dat im gonna be alright without you!!

Forget the times u walked by, forget the times u've made me cry. Forget the time u held my hand, forget the sweet things if i can. i can no longer pretend, i have to remember that now.. u'r just a friend.

Real tears are not those that fall from e eye and cover the face, but those dat fall from e heart and covers e soul.♥

Never say goodbye when u still wanna try; never give up when u feel u can take it;
never say u no longer love the person when u cant let go..♥

Do that to every girl you love.♥

The perfect one, Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she is gorgeous !
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair
• touch her hair !
• just walk around with her !
• forgives her mistakes !
• look at her like she`s the only one you see !
• tickle her even when she says stop it !
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms !
• get her mad, then kiss her !
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead!
• give her the world
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
•* let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her !
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before!

Exam's over..

Last day of exams.

And spent the whole day out with Banana Jason. =))

Haas. Had lunch, Caught JUMPER at cathy ( its nice. The guy's cute, pretty girl too.) , Went to find Taka mUmmy to Pai nian, den went to my aunts place, to my house and finally he went home.

Thats about the whole day. =)) -Feeling Gay-



Alien?? I look like.



This is Jason.


Re-introducing to you, My DOG!!


He's name is Cash$$ .


Isnt he adorable. =>








Piggy cousin. Cute lil' darling.

Exams tomorrow..

Finally completed my pharmaco. PHEW!
Have to revise through later. hahas. =))
sicken by the exams. Arghh! Don like taking exams. well, who likes it anyway.
hehheh.
Felt happy today. Because i studied through the whole morning to afternoon.
Went to take a nap from 4 to about 5.30..
Had dinner, slacked.
Just finish bath then now blogging. =>
hehes.

Buzzing off.

Insights: Feel freaking bloated now. Think i could almost fly like a balloon ready.

Feeling fat and ultimately lazy day.

Its already 8.03 pm.

I haven shower yet. Just plain lazy to do anything. Crouching around at home.
Nobody's home anyway.. so dont really feel like doing anything.

hahas. I'll bathe la. maybe later. =))

You are Ready to Date Again

If you're not out there already, you should be. Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship. Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage. Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him. Now, on to a better guy :-) It's time for you to start dating! Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites. Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.

Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

You Are a Lace Bra!

Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome With a softer side that only you can draw out

What Kind of Bra Are You?

You are 73% Capricorn

How Capricorn Are You?

You Are a Total Tease

You're all about flirting and fun, but you often give guys the wrong idea Most men think they have a chance with you... but come on! You've got high standards, and most men you flirt with aren't going to make the grade And while your tease act will work for a while, every guy you know will eventually be the wiser

Do Men Think You're You A Tease?

oversized portion of rice,,

Insights: Total boring day.

Thought of studying but cannot concentrate.

so, i went to fry the fried rice that was left over yesterday for my dinner. Added some tuna and an egg..

It turned out to be tasteless and over- portioned!

awww.. nevermind. I'll just eat it anyway.

Sometimes when we touch..

You ask me if I love you
And i choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Then mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see real you..

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you 'til I die'
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you 'til the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But, through the insecurity Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Sill trapped within my youth
At times, I'd like to break you
And drive you toyour knees
At times, I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times, I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass by
At times, I think we're drifters
Still searching for afriend A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

Coffe and bread with kaya..

Insights: Studying causes me pimples; on my forehead.

Study study study. My daily routine for this wk and prob next wk too..
and have been sleeping quite early too.. like 2 in the morning! hahas. =))

Thats how my pimples manage to survive until now!

TGIF. but makes no difference anyway.. cause i have no sch to attend.
Or rather, its the study break.. so yeah.

okie. gotta pick up my darlings from school at 1.. hees. its been along time since school starts.

happy mugging for exams ppl. Take care.



If everyone in this world dosnt seem to care. I know you still do.

如果爱是痛苦的原根, 我还是会继续爱..

因为爱生命是真贵的, 因为爱生命会更有意义,

因为爱.. 生命里才会有你..

Todays Valentine's Day..

Insights: I got a new bag.

Jason bought me a bag for Vday prezzie. Its nice lo. Thanks!
Had lunch with him den i headed back home while he went to meet his FRIEND.

wasn't in the mood to study anyway, in the end i was reading my cleo mag. looking at those hot guys. =))

Stop pestering me to get a boyfriend la.
Its not that i don wanna a boyfriend, its there's no body who wants me!!
Come to think of it, i don really need one anyway..
On another hand, i really need somebody! oohh well, good things are always worth the wait.
Im not going to bitch around just to have somebody who dosn't loves me..

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY!

went shopping again..

Insights: My bust reduced.

Like hell.
My bust reduce is the last thing i wanted it to happen! omg. A couple of my friends realised it too when we were trying on dresses today at Far East.

Cries*
But still ok la. Not that drastic reduced in size anyway.. or is it the change in shape or something. hahas.

Anyway, went shopping today. From Far East all the way to Plaza Sing. Didnt really spent much. Cause the things i bought were all quite cheap. But don noe why the hell did my money finish so fast.

Then, came home realise that i over shot my handphone bill again! Have to pay the bill myself again!
Oohhh. There comes the nagging.

oh well. And i dont understand why again i overshot my bill.

Day 3..

Went out studying and shopping with Jason during day 3 of Cny..




In the end i bought this dress which cost $74.90! From project shop.
I have 3 versions of the pics.

Version 1- Flash


Version 2- Soft Flash


Version 3- No flash with part of my face.


Then this ring was bought at Dorothy Perkins.


So total i spent yesterday was $140.

Lunch: $25+
Shopping-
CD: $19.00
Top from cotton on: $15.00
Dress from project shop: $75

Nice start for the new year huh..