LOVABLES. ♥ ♥

I m her, Jassy. ♥

Miss those times we made plans together for our future, miss those places we always hang out, miss those days where we studied together, miss those food we liked to eat.. so many.

Meeting soon!

Post christmas post.

Alright, officially 18 now.

All the clubs cannot reject me now. But of course, clubbing is secondary.

Anyway, birthday was a very simple occasion. Stayed at home and cut a cake thats all. Eventhough i was wearing my super long dress.. Presents this year were not much as compared to the previous years, but angbaos are getting more and fatter! =)

christmas, oh christmas.

Merry Christmas!

( its the eve anyway, so im not early)

so nice of naddie and faizah to acc mr shopping ytd for my birthday dress. Got a pink dress this time, and i love it!

Its a maxi.

Im in afternoon shift today, which means i'll spend most of my christmas eve in the ward. Feels rather different cause i cant expect to be in a holiday mood every year. There are greater and more responsible things that i have to attain to before i celebrate my 18th birthday.



Somehow or rather, i think i've been growing old since counting down to christmas. Because sometimes i feel that there are people around me who needs to grow up. Like totally grow up in the mind.



What ever the thing is, i love christmas and i love my birthday. I've plans. Which is to sleep a good solid 12hours and wake for a mini bbq at aunts place. You know how important these gatherings are to me although its a yearly kinda thing, but its only once a year. Thats when we all come together, once a year.



Every christmas seems to be the same. Im still hoping for a special christmas to arrive. Happy 18th birthday sanny. Love you loads! ♥ ♥ ♥

So many things.

2nd week of attachments starts today, another 4 working days more till it ends. The time seems to be dragging away..

Things to be done before i turn 18.

1) Shop for my dresses. ( Maxi dress)

2) Get x'mas presents for a couple of friends.

3) Get my nails done up.

4) No pimpimps on my face till christmas. ( i'll try)

5) last of all, get a birthday cake.

Time seems to longer when ur counting down to something. Like, counting down to end the day during attachments. ( it ALWAYS take several hours) and, counting down to a certain occasion- like christmas.

Anyway, holidays are nothing much of a special. Most of my friends seem to be working, most having attachments, some overseas.. etc. Kinda miss them.

Doing some online shopping now. Hoping to find some maxi dresses..

Lets wait till christmas.

12 hours of sleep.

Incredibly long sleep i've had since a long time. The feeling of waking up after a 12hour sleep was ''SHIOK".

Attachments are really draining me out. 4 days more..

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My dogs seriously needs to go on diet. Apparently, 1 is too skinny, the other is too chubby. OH come on, i know they still are cute!

Little black dress.

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Its called the little black dress.

My handphone just dosnt capture it as nice.
Although its 3 megapix, but the colour is not sharp. Anyway. i got the dress for free!

Attachments are just dreadful! Case studies are just not my type of work. " i'll just have to endure.. " week 1 of attachment is down with 1 day.

Countdown to christmas: 7 days...

Less then 10 days.

Attachments now.

and counting down..

8 more days to christmas.

Its ridiculous.

Whoever the hell did that.

I was somehow pissed ytd night.

Unknown called me.

Unknown: " Hello, u know who am i??"

Me: "No."

Unknown: '' i called u just now rmb??"

Me: " No. ''

Unknown: " Im Ben, we chat on irc rmb. I called u just now"

Me: " No"

Unknown: " Your Sandra right?? i called u just now. "

Me: " Yeah. ( very pissed already) but i think U got the wrong person. "

Unknown: ( very persistent) " i called u just now. "

Me: "NO!"

Unknown: "i think i got the wrong person den. "

ME: "BYE!"

Its totally shit. I don noe which boob use my name and gave my number. Its totally ridiculous. Its like, u chat your stuff and name yourself other people. CRAP!

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Whatever. Anyway, I caught twilight! AWESOME! OH GOD! haha. I was over the cloud la. Definitely the best movie i've ever seen ( besides titanic) . Rob pattison was so so so incredibly handsome. haha.

Okay, enought of twilight now. Attachments are starting tomorrow. At KK women and children hospital. Kinda excited actually, im dealing with babies.. and the best thing is, Im sick! Flu, sorethroat and cough. Damn! I'd better get myself better before i spread the germs to those babies.

Counting down to christmas: 11 more days.

Breaking the Dawn

Indeed, i was very much engrossed in Breaking Dawn.

Edward Cullen and Bella Swan.. I was deeply touched and amused by their love for each other. Never in my life did i wish that :" wooh, i wish i had a love story too.." oh well, its just a romance story afterall, just with a little more fighting and hunting and stuffs.

Anyway, i was kinda busy and completely drained out the past few days. Involving in the standard chartered marathon as a first aider. COMPLETLY BAKED UNDER THE SUN! I am now a shade darker. There goes my dream tan bronzed skin, i am over bronzed now. Like whatever la~

I had alil thinking for the past few days.. My life.

I am happy with my life now ( not counting being single for such a long time, but yeah, i may not be as happy if i were attached anyway.) But yeah, im turning 18 SOON.. waiting to be 18 for the longest time man. haha. I think turning 18 will be another long road to walk down with much more responsibilities to take on, many dos and donts etc etc; and of course, if i can, have a boyfriend and a stable relationship.

I think turning 18 will be good, real good! Im anticipating.

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Im strong on the surface, not all the way through.

Class BBQ.

Re: At Estella's place.

Wonderful place!

The ultimate lullaby.

Just listen to it..

More, never enough.

Im reading New Moon now. Which is the seqeul to twilight..

I believe many girls out there, like me, fell in love with Edward Cullen straight after the first few chapters. He's somehow perfect and irresistably gorgeous. Well, Rob pattison is almost as perfect but he's a human after all.. and Bella Swan, i may also sometimes fantasize that i was her!

I was totally obsessed with Edward Cullen, almost sometimes i thought he's real and he may appear. The real thing about vampires and werewolfs seemed so real that upon reading those pages and as i flipped, i could almost feel their existence.

This is how twilight and the rest of the books will affect and already affected my ADL.

haha. Who knows that if im really obsessed with, i may even start to think that Edward Cullen will appear suddenly as i watch tv or when im sleeping. haha!

okay..

enough now.

will be back to post more pics of twilight!

Leave out all the rest- Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Don't be afraidI've taken my beating, I've shed but I'm me

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you areI can't be who you are

Long time since i've been to sentosa. Was there yesterday though.. Had a great time! My aunt and uncle 10th anniversary of marraige!

haha. love this pic, aunty doris says 'cheese!'

Lil' Shannon in shades.

Having steamboat at the restuarant over there!

Best man!

The one in blue is My Mum.

The Champange was awesome, heard it was from states.

Ps: Still twilight-ing!

too much of twilight.

I thought Edward Cullen was real.

omfg.

Who the heck created common tests and exams!

The person who created them must be crazy. Ultimate crazy.

Wooh, okay. Enough of complaining.
Was STUDYING for the past few days. Apparently, last minute chiong-ing does help a little. =) Managed to compile most of my notes together..

Miss studying with jr, wl and all. Miss those craps that we've done!! haha. Those things just make me laugh.

oh well.. life is so much fun and laughter. how can it be compared to just afew papers which almost make us die.

I hereby announce- I am not emo.

Pictures of me.

爱要耐心等待

　仔细寻找　

感觉很重要

宁可空白了手

　等候一次　真心的拥抱

我相信在这个世界上

　一定会遇到

对的人

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