I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Don't be afraidI've taken my beating, I've shed but I'm me
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you areI can't be who you are
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Long time since i've been to sentosa. Was there yesterday though.. Had a great time! My aunt and uncle 10th anniversary of marraige!
haha. love this pic, aunty doris says 'cheese!'
Lil' Shannon in shades.
Having steamboat at the restuarant over there!
Best man!
The one in blue is My Mum.
The Champange was awesome, heard it was from states.
Ps: Still twilight-ing!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
omfg.
Who the heck created common tests and exams!
The person who created them must be crazy. Ultimate crazy.
Wooh, okay. Enough of complaining.
Was STUDYING for the past few days. Apparently, last minute chiong-ing does help a little. =) Managed to compile most of my notes together..
Miss studying with jr, wl and all. Miss those craps that we've done!! haha. Those things just make me laugh.
oh well.. life is so much fun and laughter. how can it be compared to just afew papers which almost make us die.
I hereby announce- I am not emo.
The person who created them must be crazy. Ultimate crazy.
Wooh, okay. Enough of complaining.
Was STUDYING for the past few days. Apparently, last minute chiong-ing does help a little. =) Managed to compile most of my notes together..
Miss studying with jr, wl and all. Miss those craps that we've done!! haha. Those things just make me laugh.
oh well.. life is so much fun and laughter. how can it be compared to just afew papers which almost make us die.
I hereby announce- I am not emo.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Plain.
I realised that my posts nowsadays are less colourful den the rest.
1) I think its because i have no pics to upload these few days.
2) I dont have time to put sooo many colours.
3) The only colour which i kinda like these few days is PINK.
4) So, i dont want my posts to turn out all pink.
I need pics. But no worries, i will have them soon.
Alright, common test is Next week. Seriously, i haven't been studying. I made notes, but they don seem to recite in my mind. OHHH, whatever.
Weekends are occupied. So, i've only left with weekdays to revise.. and the only weekday left is FRIDAY.
Jingle bells coming!
I think i'm really lucky. Thanks mum for the delivering me on christmas.. but it must also depends whether i want to come out first la. Apparently, i enjoyed my journey out from my mum's uterus. =)
What ever it is, i've always believed that from the very first second that i was born..
I was born to be different.
Why should i sit in with the rest when im born to stand out.
1) I think its because i have no pics to upload these few days.
2) I dont have time to put sooo many colours.
3) The only colour which i kinda like these few days is PINK.
4) So, i dont want my posts to turn out all pink.
I need pics. But no worries, i will have them soon.
Alright, common test is Next week. Seriously, i haven't been studying. I made notes, but they don seem to recite in my mind. OHHH, whatever.
Weekends are occupied. So, i've only left with weekdays to revise.. and the only weekday left is FRIDAY.
Jingle bells coming!
I think i'm really lucky. Thanks mum for the delivering me on christmas.. but it must also depends whether i want to come out first la. Apparently, i enjoyed my journey out from my mum's uterus. =)
What ever it is, i've always believed that from the very first second that i was born..
I was born to be different.
Why should i sit in with the rest when im born to stand out.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Forensic Heroes.
Currently chasing the second part now. I cant believe im doing this when common test is just less then 7 days away. OH god! haha. i'll find some time to study later..
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Fucked up!
fuck.
Im not trying to be vulgar. But i just hate this.
Dear Mum,
please stop being egoistic. I can barely tolerate your high pride that you hold for yourself. Life is not just about saving face about yourself, its not all about money, its never more important then being happy.
You know im very particular about my birthday. Its my 18th christmas! How would anyone hate receiving presents and birthday ang baos?
When you never celebrate your birthday or receive anything, you cant expect me to do the same. Im different. The day that i was born was already different and special.
In all my 17 years of christmas, you never fail to make me feel unhappy!
I dont want my 18th to be the same.
Just.. fuck!
Im not trying to be vulgar. But i just hate this.
Dear Mum,
please stop being egoistic. I can barely tolerate your high pride that you hold for yourself. Life is not just about saving face about yourself, its not all about money, its never more important then being happy.
You know im very particular about my birthday. Its my 18th christmas! How would anyone hate receiving presents and birthday ang baos?
When you never celebrate your birthday or receive anything, you cant expect me to do the same. Im different. The day that i was born was already different and special.
In all my 17 years of christmas, you never fail to make me feel unhappy!
I dont want my 18th to be the same.
Just.. fuck!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Blogging during lecture.
I cant imagine how boring lecture can be.
Especially when its an In***n giving the lecture, im not trying to discriminate.
Its the essence which made me pissed.
Cab down to school today, because i was doing some stuff at home that i wasn't bothered to take note of the time. Anyway, the cab fare was 21.40$. Damn! Whatever, served me right!
Thank god practical test was calmly finished. How lucky can someone be getting Ms Suhanah for accessor.. my skill tested was almost easy. Glasco coma scale. JUst get some one to lie on the bed and ask a few questions you can pass with flying colours! haha.
Talking back to taking cab to school today.. I realised that taxi drivers hold stressful jobs. I was on the cab today and the uncle couldn't stop talking to me.. ( i couldn't have peace reading my book). Is it because they spend most of their time in their taxi that they don have time to communicate with others? well, maybe.
The uncle was blabbering about his childhood!! How boring can that be?? I wasn't even interested to know about his childhood.
I suggest that taxi drivers should go back home and communicate as much as possible.
Lets hope lecture ends early!
Especially when its an In***n giving the lecture, im not trying to discriminate.
Its the essence which made me pissed.
Cab down to school today, because i was doing some stuff at home that i wasn't bothered to take note of the time. Anyway, the cab fare was 21.40$. Damn! Whatever, served me right!
Thank god practical test was calmly finished. How lucky can someone be getting Ms Suhanah for accessor.. my skill tested was almost easy. Glasco coma scale. JUst get some one to lie on the bed and ask a few questions you can pass with flying colours! haha.
Talking back to taking cab to school today.. I realised that taxi drivers hold stressful jobs. I was on the cab today and the uncle couldn't stop talking to me.. ( i couldn't have peace reading my book). Is it because they spend most of their time in their taxi that they don have time to communicate with others? well, maybe.
The uncle was blabbering about his childhood!! How boring can that be?? I wasn't even interested to know about his childhood.
I suggest that taxi drivers should go back home and communicate as much as possible.
Lets hope lecture ends early!
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Departure- Sending dad back to Abu Davi.
New shades! love it. ♥
Dinner at Crystal Jade Kitchen.
Freaking skinny sister i have.
Freaking skinny sister i have.
Lovely granny.
Parents!
Dinner! =)
Airport:
Take #1
Take #2
Dad's back for a week cause of grandpa's funeral, so he going back to work today. Randomly, we took pics at the airport today after breakfast. Well, i didnt know my parent were so trying to play young and act cute! haha.
After mourning for 5 days, i got back to my usual routine of shopping ytd with sister. We went all over plaza sing to shop for her prom night shoes. She got herself a pair from Aldo, 135$, i guess. Damn sexy and nice, plus her long bamboo legs, she rocks man.
For myself, i got myself a pair of shades from Aldo and a pair of flat slippers from Mphosis.
Had dinner at crystal Jade kitchen yesterday with granny, food wasnt that nice la. We ordered about 6 dishes, 2 sharkfins- $154++. Its super not worth it can!! Granny was complaining that the food was not that fresh.
Anyway, Practical test's next week. Missed sooo many lessons and its kinda hard to catch up on the skills that i've missed. Damn, shouldn't have doze off. haha. I really need to study.
Thoughts:
Life is so fragile that u never know who's passing on the next moment. Sometimes death around us make an impact on us to let us know how important life is, how much we've taken life for granted.
So many things happened and i've learnt to take things easy..
Friends come and go, they may never remember you for life.
I know humans do make mistakes in life, people around us do. But there are times when u get so dissapointed in them knowing how insensible and how untruthful they may be. Well, i guess that's life. I ask for no return but at least i give my all and try my best with all my heart to my friends. I stay truthful. ♥
I know humans do make mistakes in life, people around us do. But there are times when u get so dissapointed in them knowing how insensible and how untruthful they may be. Well, i guess that's life. I ask for no return but at least i give my all and try my best with all my heart to my friends. I stay truthful. ♥
Friday, November 07, 2008
Pictures- finally uploaded!
I randomly took this in school!
This was taken a few days back at my ah gong's wake..
This pic's so fugly!! omg! we look so damn tired la!
Say "Hi" to baby janelle!
We were doing breast self examination today,
so how's the third breast coming along??! haha!
This was taken a few days back at my ah gong's wake..
staying through the whole morning..
This pic's so fugly!! omg! we look so damn tired la!
Say "Hi" to baby janelle!
She's just seriously adorable!
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Saturday, November 01, 2008
He suffers through, and finally he's free.
Time now: 0118 am
The phone rang around 1215 am, den mum told us grandpa's passing away. I wasn't shock, cause maybe i expected it. He's 85 this year, been in and out of hospital many times within this year.. and during those times, i tried my best to create more memories with him, although he never really remembers who he's talking to.
In my memories.. he's bluur.
He first admitted because of puemonia. Then doctor said it was lung infection and a lil bit of organs failure. Again, doctor said he's condition is critical,there was nothing they can do. Given he's age, i think the best choice was to let him go peacefully.
He suffers through, and finally he's free.
The phone rang around 1215 am, den mum told us grandpa's passing away. I wasn't shock, cause maybe i expected it. He's 85 this year, been in and out of hospital many times within this year.. and during those times, i tried my best to create more memories with him, although he never really remembers who he's talking to.
In my memories.. he's bluur.
He first admitted because of puemonia. Then doctor said it was lung infection and a lil bit of organs failure. Again, doctor said he's condition is critical,there was nothing they can do. Given he's age, i think the best choice was to let him go peacefully.
He suffers through, and finally he's free.
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