Freaking pictures!

Come on Sanny! Just say you freaking miss those freaking attachment days.
I do miss attachments now, oh shit! i'm falling in love with Nursing.

Love is,






Waiting..

Attachments are officially over, 1 more week to school starts.
Back to studying..

I fell in love with this song the first moment i heard it.
Its exactly how i feel these few days.

Emo days please pass quickly. I had enough.

All i need is a man to love me like a women.

Love is...

Day out with Jassy!

Grams place.

damn blogger is slow!

anyway, wanted to upload piccs here. but yeah, i'll do it another day.

counting down: 7 days down to attachments. That makes it a week.

staying over at grams place these few days cause she lives at outram and SGH's at outram. haha. its about 10mins to SGH from grams place! yippe, more sleep den!

i didnt steal this from jason's blog. =)

God's really kind to give me a best friend which nobody else has.! Thanks. =)

Attachments are back.

counting down to 13 days, den attachments will be over.
God please bless me that this time round everything will turn out well..

im back to the same old ward again.. so yeah, fimiliar with most of the stuffs there.

exams results are out. out of 6 modules i've got 4 Bs ,1 C+, 1 D+ and my GPA went up too.. from a pathetic state of 2.23 to 2.68. Great improvement sandra! At least i've got some encouragement to continue studying..

exams results turned out well.. hope my blood tests results will turn out well too.. It will be out this friday.

Afternoon shift today. =)

over again.

在茫茫人群中我往往都是一个人.
突然好想谈恋爱哦!
我会找到一个真正爱我的人吗?

一个人真的好累喔.

it's my life.

sometimes i do wonder that god created our lives for a reason and maybe a motive for us to achieve.
And ya, of course there's bound to little and major setbacks in between. but are you really gonna give up just like that??
i've always believe in living each day at it's best, till the very last.

Pictures today.

Pictures are up today!

Got a new dress anyway.




































A trip down to NTUC.

Drama drowning these days again and i'm actually stuck at this hong kong super old drama called- Journey to the west.

You know the sun wukong and zhu bajie show.. haha. and that holy monk. Its exciting and fasinating about all the legends.

Hols are ending= attachments are starting. which means i can lose weight ready!

Lazy.

Lazy to upload pictures.
Lazy to go out.
Lazy to exercise.
Lazy to do anything.

How to lose those fats and regain back my shape? Damn the exams man!
Late nights make me have water retention and low metabolism! F up!

Anyway, dad's back! happy.

Nobody's gonna die a virgin because everyone will be fucked up with life.

Late night suppers..

Having suppers these days. Gosh! i need to control ready. I've seriously put on weight, its pretty obvious in my pics above. haha. Time for gym, jogging and swimming. No more suppers now!!

Grandpa seems better this few days. Doc said he could be discharged soon. ( My grandpa's doctor damn hot la! cute lo.) and ya.. practically the doctors cant do anything to him anymore, given his age, it'll be really risky. Its just a matter of time.

Spending the whole night in the hospital past 2 days was tiring, i cant imagine i have to go through it next time. Damn! i hate night shifts now.

Ramdom post

time now: 1.53am.

Place: SGH ward 45

My grandpa's in hospital now.
Diagnosis: Lung infection and puemonia.

So currently, im officially on 'night shift'. Getting started now cause i gotta get used to it in future anyway.

Just few days back, was talking tomy mum about my career path after i graduate. '' i'm not gonna be a nurse next time. '' That's what i said. so apparently, she thought that i was wasting my time and she actually said that i could quit school if i wanted.

"Ding!'' Now, i really feel like quitting school. Im not dumb or anything, i just didnt want to cont' studying anymore. RIGHT! tired of studying.

wavering thoughts now.. and im really tired- mentally and physically.

Life is like a heavy rainstorm.

The sky turned grey and lil drops of rain came after.
Soon, a shower and then a heavy downpour maybe even a thunder storm..
But before you know anything, the rain stopped. The sun came out and whats left on the ground will then be evaporated..

It was raining when everything happened..

somehow or rather i started thinking- LIFE.
how fragile it can be.

well, i dont know. Everything happened suddenly.

i'm scared.

Love dosn't exist to me now.
well, i don need it yet.
I love the way things are now.
Friendships weigh more now. =)